Utada - Me Muero
FEVER...?!
So, now I'm getting sick all of sudden without warning (not even the usual sore throat..) I'm shaking on my bed..trying to warm up my body. I'm using the fan atm at speed ! (the lowest level) and yet I still feel COLD! :( My feet especially are cold as ice..I warm it up with my jacket. LOL. I'm too lazy to even take out my socks..so weak..
Anyways, as the revisions are going on..I hope I can ace everything regardless of this fever :( I don't want to resit anymore..nauzubillah..so I'm working so hard and SMART and just don't let the fucking fever gets me :'| it's just painful studying in this condition :(
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Art of Darkness
These are things that I wish I could buy or given for free (if possible :P)
- Amber andle by Acqua Di Parma
- Black resin bracelet by Yves Saint Laurent
- Tokyo Street GOTHIC blazer & bracelet
- Black rose
- w995 (Black or Red)
- Wallet (Black) by Maison Martin Margiela
ps: i find the mixture of dark purple & black are quite elegant with a dark sense.
Evanescence - Missing
It's quite true...ya noe..
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
[Chorus]
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
[Chorus]
Darren Hayes - So Beautiful
all time fav <3
Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars
And darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand
You are..
So Beautiful
Yeah darlin' you know!
That you make me feel so beautiful nowhere else in the world i wanna be
Yeah you made me feel so beautiful
Bullet For My Valentine - All This Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)
Can you just relate yourself to the lyrics? Cause I can :( Another song that I just love to hear and have a deep thought about my life.....
Once more I'll say goodbye to you
Things happen, but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss
oh yeah
Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like
Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before i snap
Once more you tell those lies to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty)
When you say those things in my ear
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wana hear,wanna hear)
oh yeah (yeah!)
Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like
Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see! (me)
Me! (Me)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap
Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me
(it's the best place to be when you're!)
Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see (Me)
Me! (Me)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap
Things happen, but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss
oh yeah
Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like
Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before i snap
Once more you tell those lies to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty)
When you say those things in my ear
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wana hear,wanna hear)
oh yeah (yeah!)
Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like
Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see! (me)
Me! (Me)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap
Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me
(it's the best place to be when you're!)
Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see (Me)
Me! (Me)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap
Robin Thicke - Singles
Robin Thicke - I love listening to his songs since he has the jazz touch and R&B at the same time. I came to know this artist when I listened to his single - Magic, which is very retro funky and modern <3
.my first iTunes redeem card.
The Cover
The Inside
I bought this thing yesterday for BND$55 instead of BND$58 because I have the account already. Finally, I can buy shits from iTunes store. Yeaah..but it's only valid for US iTunes store. I can't use it for my UK account. Kinda sucks since not all songs from US are available like in UK. Anyways, I know it is way much cheaper downloading from other sites or torrenting but I just wanna feel that 'legal' feeling for a while. If I'm tired with buying these cards, I might go back to downloading from other people's sites. hah..whatever..btw, when U see my title contains [iTunes], it means that I bought the songs from the US iTunes store. I wonder if someday those apple people could make a card that can download anything for a month or such~~hmm..
Kerli - Heal [iTunes]
I finally purchased Kerli's album today from iTunes US store. I know her album has been out since end of last year (2008) but I couldn't buy it. But now I'm happy to own her album LEGALLY! Plus, I have her Digital Booklet made by iTunes. I'm looking forward for her next album! In case if you guys haven't heard anything about her, she's an Estonian singer and her songs are mainly a mixture of dark yet still possess such a positive output from it. So, here is a bonus track from her album Love Is Dead. Other than that, the songs that I recommended are Love is Dead, Walking on Air and Bulletproof(one of the OST of the Punisher 2)
ps: the artworks are partially from the digital booklet.
Marilyn Manson - Arma-Goddamn-M**********n-Geddon [iTunes]
Mariah Carey - Right To Dream [iTunes]
Elliot Yamin - Fight For Love [iTunes]
Trey Songz - I Need A Girl [EP] [iTunes]
Tracklists:
- I Need A Girl
- Brand New
- In Ya Phone
AutoCad 2009
So, here I am in the dining room fucking with my lappy doing my shits with the program AUTOCAD. The program is very very and I MEAN extremely complex for the beginner or I'm too dumb to take it..anyways, I'm not that great in giving up..I THINK..haha..fuck..anyways, I've found this great book or so from the net since I was soooo kneeling on my knees to finish my assignment. From what I've read, the this PDF book is quite good actually. Anyways, its up to individuals to even consider the greatness of the holy book..eheh.. :D
-AutoCad 2009 for Dummies- (click HERE if U R the dummy..I am since I have it..)
BEP - Imma Be
This single is available in US iTunes store.
Alexander Rybak - SINGLES
"Fairytale" is a 2009 song written and composed by Norwegian violinist/singer Alexander Rybak, and the first single from Rybak's debut album Fairytales. This song was the winner of the 2009 Eurovision Song Contest in Moscow, Russia.
I find this single very catchy from the beginning because of the violin. After all, he won the Eurovision contest~:D
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